These past few weeks I have been really down on myself. I am
always really stressed and freaking out about my grades. I am honestly just so
tired of it. I am really discouraged and just bummed. I made a bad grade on my
Physical Chemistry test while my friends did really well. It just stinks. I am
really stressed about my future and getting into graduate school. I want to
change my mindset into a growth mindset instead of my panicky fixed mindset. I
just have too much pride I guess, and I have a lot of people to answer to. It
is just really hard. This week I have decided to work on changing my mindset
from fixed to growth. I know that it will probably take me a lot longer than a
week to change that, but I need to start trying now because I am so tired of constantly
feeling this way. Whenever I fail, believe me that will happen a lot this week,
I am going to try the “not yet” mentality. This is my goal! I am going to
really try and do this!
Wednesday, April 13, 2016
Tuesday, April 12, 2016
Week 12 Reading Diary: The Two Pigs, Twenty Jataka Tales by Inayat
Oh, I am absolutely ecstatic to finish my Portfolio! I am
very pleased the way it is turning out. I am a little sad that I cannot add
more stories to it. I read Part 2 of the Twenty Jataka tales by Inayat. To line
up with my Portfolio, of course I chose the story of The Two Pigs. I wish to
definitely include it in my Storytelling this week. I already have several
ideas! Two little pigs were invited into a little old woman’s home. She took
care of the little pigs like they were her children. One day, men tried to come
and kill them for their meet, but the little old woman would not do it. They
got the woman drunk and tried to get the pigs but one of the little pigs said, “Bathe
in the pool of water as on a bright feast-day, And you shall find a perfume
that never fades away.” He goes on to explain that the water is love and love
is the fragrance that never fades away. What a precious story! I am loving the
Jataka Tales!
Tuesday, April 5, 2016
Week 11 Storytelling: Little Hector and the Monkeys
Hector was a little pig who had an interesting life of great adventure and crazy shenanigans. His
life was probably more exciting than most, I would say. Hector had lived with
many people throughout his life. Instead of finding another person to look
after him after his last owner, Arjuna, died, Hector decided to mix it up and
go off into the jungle alone. Hector survived a long exile with Arjuna before,
so Hector knew how to survive in the jungle.
When Hector was strolling in the jungle one day, he found a habitat of monkeys. At first Hector was terrified the monkeys were going to try and harm him, but the monkeys did the opposite. In fact, the monkeys took Hector to be their leader as the Great Advisor. The monkey colony took care of Hector by always making sure he was well fed and safe. The monkeys' home was a giant apple tree. This was no normal apple tree. The apples were the biggest apples in all the world and the tastiest apples you ever ate. This tree was so large that the trunk was a mile in diameter. The monkeys made little huts for their families in the large branches. This was perfect for the group of monkeys to store food and live close together for protection. Obviously little Hector could not climb the tree like the monkeys could, so the monkeys would lift Hector up to where all the monkey huts were scattered. The monkeys also made Hector his own little hut and had miniature bridges built perfect for Hector’s size, so he could get to places within the tree.
When Hector was strolling in the jungle one day, he found a habitat of monkeys. At first Hector was terrified the monkeys were going to try and harm him, but the monkeys did the opposite. In fact, the monkeys took Hector to be their leader as the Great Advisor. The monkey colony took care of Hector by always making sure he was well fed and safe. The monkeys' home was a giant apple tree. This was no normal apple tree. The apples were the biggest apples in all the world and the tastiest apples you ever ate. This tree was so large that the trunk was a mile in diameter. The monkeys made little huts for their families in the large branches. This was perfect for the group of monkeys to store food and live close together for protection. Obviously little Hector could not climb the tree like the monkeys could, so the monkeys would lift Hector up to where all the monkey huts were scattered. The monkeys also made Hector his own little hut and had miniature bridges built perfect for Hector’s size, so he could get to places within the tree.
Since Hector had seen many things in his many miniature pig
years, he was very wise, and all the monkeys sought Hector for words of wisdom.
One day, he said to the monkeys, “Do not let a single fruit fall into the
river, for down the river lies danger.”
The monkeys were not sure what Hector meant by his words,
but they loved Hector and knew he was wiser than any creature they met.
Listening to Hector, the monkeys made sure that no fruit fell into the river.
There was a great
game amongst the monkeys called the Banana Battle. The monkeys would go into
the jungle and see who could find the most bananas. The monkey with the most
bananas would be the winner. The prize for the most bananas was to get to have
dinner with Hector. This was a grand prize because Hector was always so busy
with sharing his wisdom. He would eat alone to give himself some quiet time.
On the day of the Banana Battle, everyone was scavenging for
some bananas away from the tree in the jungle. No one seemed to notice that a
single apple fell into the river…
Down the river was a woman. She was walking home when she
noticed a beautiful apple washed up on the shore. She looked around to see if
anyone was around. She quickly walked over to it and picked it up. This was no
ordinary apple. This was the most gorgeous-looking apple she had ever seen. She
was very hungry from such a long walk. She did not know if she should eat it or
not for she did not know where it came from. But this apple looked so tempting
and so delicious. She could not resist… (Jumanji
music playing in the background)
Author’s Note: I really enjoyed writing this story. My
inspiration was the Monkey-Bridge in Twenty Jataka Tales by Inayat. The Twenty
Jataka Tales is a collection of past lives of Buddha. I veered off of
Monkey-Bridge significantly. In the original story, there was a giant monkey
king that told the group to never let the fruit fall from a great fruit tree
into the river. Eventually, a fruit fell into the river and a fisherman found
it. A search team went and found the fruit tree and planned to kill the monkeys
to get the delicious fruit. The monkey king saved his group of monkeys by
letting them climb on his back to another tree via his back and a long reed.
One of the monkeys broke his back while climbing to safety. I only told the
first half of the story in hopes of coming out with a second half of the story
next. I changed the original story to include my friend Hector the miniature
pig. I also claimed the fruit to be an apple. In the original story all that was
said was a fruit tree, but I wanted to make it less vague in hopes that it
would be easier for the reader to picture the story unfolding in their head.
The Monkey-Bridge, Twenty Jataka Tales by Inayat, 1939
Learning Challenge: Never Compare
Something that has really struck me these past couple weeks that I really want to share is that I have learned that comparing yourself to others is miserable and frankly never healthy. We all do it but of course we end up short with whatever we compare because we can never be the same person that we are comparing ourselves to. I really just need to constantly remind myself that I am my own person, and I take my own path through life. There is always going to be someone that is better at something than me, and that is ok. I cannot be great at everything. I need to learn to try and be the best person I can be and not compare myself to others. So, that is my challenge to myself. I encourage others to the same.
Monday, April 4, 2016
Week 11 Reading Diary: The Monkey-Bridge, Twenty Jataka Tales by Inayat
I will admit, I was a little disappointed having to search
for something to read. I just really loved the Mahabharata and the Ramayana. It
is just hard to give those up. However, I am absolutely so excited to be
reading Twenty Jatakas Tales by Inayat. They are just little jataka tales about
the past lives of Buddha. I learned a lot about Hindu, so I wanted to switch
gears and learn a little bit about Buddha. I am seriously loving this class so
much! The very first story entitled the Monkey-Bridge was just so sad but also
heart warming. The chief monkey gave up his life to save his followers. He told
the future king to lead with love. I thought that was so profound. I am an
intern for Sooners for Christ, and I am constantly busy working and helping
people, so it was nice to have a little reminder about how we should help and
lead people. I really like being able to read multiple diverse tales. I think
this gives me more ideas and variety to work with when it is time to do a
storytelling. I wonder what Hector will do next!
The Monkey-King saving his followers from danger
Inayat, Twenty Jataka Tales
Laura Gibbs, Indian Epics Reading Guide
Week 11 Reading Diary: The Mahabharata continued
Well I finally finished the Mahabharata by Peter Brook! It
was fantastic! I did not write a story on it last week just because I was not
really sure what I wanted to do it over, and I was so busy last week. Just a
brief wrap up of the Mahabharata though that really stuck out to me were: both
Duryodhana and Yudhishthira thought they had the right to be king. Arjuna’s
son, Abhimanyu, killed Duryodhana’s son and defeated Duryodhana. He was great
in his fight but eventually was killed. This was so sad for
me! Abhimanyu was doing so great killing all these great warriors and
eventually dies in battle. For some reason Arjuna and Draupadi were my favorite
characters as you can tell. I have been writing about them for weeks now. When
Arjuna found out the death of his talented son, Abhimanyu, he was furious and
vowed to kill Jayadratha by the next day at sunset. Arjuna killed Jayadratha-
which was a good think honestly because if he did not fulfill his vow he was
going to have to kill himself. Poor Abhimanyu had a son! The sons name was
Parikshit. He was next in line to the throne after Yudhishthira. I am so sad
the Mahabharata is over, but I am excited to start something new. I need some
more interesting story ideas to add to my portfolio!
The Mahabharata by Peter Brook
Laura Gibbs, Indian Epic Reading Guide
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